Today I was suppose to have a disciplinary meeting where I tell a board of faculty, staff and students what happened and they get to decide my punishment. Except that nobody told me when the meeting was, so I missed it. Fuck my life.
My resident director Whitney Williams said that Zac- who works for student services was suppose to tell me when the meeting was but forgot. I didn't hear about when the meeting was until 3 hours after it happened- over a text message from my RA- Sarah. No e-mails, phone calls, letter, or any contact from anyone. Until three hours after it happened. Why?
I called Zac and asked him what happened. He told me he tried to contact me over the weekend. I didn't recieve anything- maybe he opened his front door and shouted my name? Whitney said he forgot to tell me, he tells me he did contact me. So he's lying. Great.
So they held the meeting anyways, and decided my punishment. They won't tell me what it is until tomorrow, or "by Friday." Over email.
I could be suspended or expelled from dorming or the school, and I had no way to defend myself and don't even know what they decided. Zac told me that him and Loula spoke on my behalf. It feels like they very much didn't want me to attend the meeting so they could say whatever they wanted about what happened. They lied to me about contacting me, I wonder what else they lied about at the meeting. I really don't trust them to accurately represent what happened, or to even tell the board I had no idea I had a meeting.
Fuck my life.
Fuck his school.